Lately...

I've been asking myself lately "Is this how it's gonna be?" then "U have to know." but then...I realise something, I don't wanna lose u. I can't take any risks by doing or saying anything that may ruin everything. Call me a coward, but I am. I can't risk anything that I have with u. U're too important to me. So, if the option is just saying it or getting hurt, as I said to u some times ago, I'd rather hurt myself.
Be happy, I love you when you do :)